After Tri County

I've been thinking a lot lately about what I want to major in and how I want to further my education. So far it has come down to me majoring in Physical Therapy. I plan to get my 2-year degree at Tri-County, then transfer out. I'm not too sure whether I want to finish my schooling to be come an Physical Therapy Technician. Where I would help a therapist out in the office but not handle the patients directly or if I want to go for the big shot. I think i'm going to go for being a technician first just to make sure I like the field. I have a huge, huge, problem with changing my mind constantly so hopefully this will help me out. I plan to transfer to USC, Coastal, CoC, or Florida State. I'm excited to see what the future holds with this profession though. It's the longest major I've currently stuck too-I've changed majors about 8 times so far...

Since my wreck

So after i graduated high school, I took a year off from college. Then i started attending Tri-County in fall of 08'. One day I was leaving Pendleton campus on my way to Anderson for my business class and I was involved in a wreck. Ever since then I've had 2 chiropractic meetings and 3 physical therapy appointments each week. Recovery has been hard but well worth it, I'm finally back in school and pursuing my dreams. I really don't wanna seem like a slacker because that's not the way I am at all. But when people that don't know the whole story hear I'm 22 and in freshman level classes it kinda takes a toll to the heart a bit. I'm not dumb at all, I hold a good vocabulary and I have excellent social skills. Truly I don't think it matters how old you are in college as long as you have a passion to do something, do it!! But anyway things are finally starting to look up for me I've gotten everything set up with my classes and I like all my teachers so far. And my big news came in today I got my application for my loan accepted so everything is good to go with my school information for now. Today has been great since then, I feel like a great pain has been lifted off my shoulders. Since earlier when I found out I was approved I swear I have been in the best mood I've been in ever. Well it didn't really work out the first time I applied, I had to file an appeal because my GPA and completed classes rate was extra low. It was so low because I was basically on bed rest after my wreck because of the condition I was in..it was after the drop out date too and i couldn't drop out so i just took the tests as best I could and you can only imagine how that turned out. But now I'm back on my feet ready to make the best of all this and show the world what I'm all about!

Sometimes I Feel Like...

Sometimes I feel like everything around me is closing in and everything starts to go wrong.  I'm not too sure why either? Most of my friends have told me it is because I'm the care giver out of our social group.  I'm always the one who looks after everyone no matter what. I arrange everything from going out for the night, parties, everything really that friends do. Even when we take vacations I always come prepared. I'll have my little bags for every possible thing that could go wrong. I even adopted the name "Daddy Donovan". That's a good thing I suppose since I developed that nickname at such a young age. I'm guessing because that is the way my mom treated me while I was growing up. But, I'm always late for everything even when I'm the one arranging everything. That really bothers me too, but I guess it comes with the fact of having lazy friends who rely on me for much of what we do. You could only imagine the toll it takes on me every few months or so. That is when I get the feeling and I completely stop talking to everyone for no reason. I also tend to get really impatient and my anxiety seems to be at its highest point. I'm not too sure what to do about it, it bothers me at times. But I was raised to always go that extra step for other people even if they won't do it for you. And that takes a toll on everything I do.